I don’t know what’s worth fighting for, or why I had to scream.
I don’t know why I instigate, and say what I don’t mean.
I don’t know how I got this way, I know it’s not allright
So I’m breaking the habit, I’m breaking the habit… tonight.

To quote Linkin Park (from their better days), I don’t know what has gotten over me. I lose my temper very fast. I say things I shouldn’t. I take everything personally. I want to change, I try to change. Must be the stress?